i've been tagged...

i've been tagged by my dearest heidi, and in return, i am tagging bill and jeff (let's see if either of them do this)
i'm pretty sure that i cannot come up with 20 tidbits of information about myself, but here it goes:
1. i'm obsessed with the color green...everything in my closet is either green or black...it is an issue, but i cannot force myself to buy any other colors...no matter how ugly the garment, i will still love it if it is in green.
2. i love bad religion...i have a secret crush on greg gaffin...smart guys are sexy.
3. i'm a rock star when i'm driving alone. no, i don't just sing loudly, i front a band.
4. i really hate my voice and will not sing aloud in front of anyone...anyone.
5. i wished i had the courage to do everything i wanted to do.
6. i get really quiet when i'm angry...i have never yelled at anyone and i would like to keep it that way...when people piss me off i just get really quiet and try to cool myself off. i'll talk about it later when i am calm.
7. i really hate it when people ask me a question and do not wait for a response... "how are you" is a question. a person that i am working with asks that exact question every time i see him while he is just passing through. some day i will follow him to his little office and tell him exactly how i am.
8. i'm only funny to my sister, and i love her for enjoying my sense of humor.
9. i am funny to no one other than my sister...everyone else mistakes my sarcasm for rudeness.
10. i love wine, as long as it is not merlot.
11. i signed up for my own blog so that i could make comments on my friend heidi's blog without showing up annonymous...she tricked me into it without even knowing it, and i love her for it... blogging is relaxing and cathartic.
12. i am an artist with no faith in my artistic abilities.
13. well, that is not exactly true...i'm an okay artist, i just have really low self esteem.
14. notice how i said "okay"... so i have absolutely no self esteem...mostly i hate me...
15. i'm a big klutz...i can trip over air. i once hurt myself with a light bulb and had to get stitches....a light bulb. did i mention i hurt myself with this light bulb while i was taking out the trash?
16. i love color...it's pretty hard to imaging since i wear only black (and green on occasion) but i love color...i've painted the walls in my home different crazy colors like red, blue, yellow, green, brown, silver....i love color.
17. i love being a redhead...i know, i know...i'm not a true redhead...but i love it when my hair is red. i'm naturally a brunette, but i haven't seen my true hair color since i was a sophmore in high school. i tried to go back, but i was unhappy, so i colored my hair bright red again.
18. i loved being in college...i really love to learn new things, i loved the experience that i had and the people that i met. it is especially good when you are an artist...to come in contact with other artists...people just like you, trying to sort through new and crazy ideas...i would like to create a group that met and discussed the projects they were working on...maybe i should, but i do not know any other artists in the area...how do i find them?
19. i am drinking a bottle of chardonnay...dog house...charlie's chard...it is really tasty...probably the only reason i have been able to come up with so many tidbits about myself...
20. i really love my job...i know...i work in retail, i am a loser...but i really enjoy it...i know that i do a lot for my store and that the role i play is important. plus, i love the people that i work with... there are some really wonderful people with really great hearts working with me... they would never read this, but, if they stumble accross it...lesley and alex are phenominal human beings...they make my job a place worth showing up too. smooches to you....

and smooches to everyone...thank you heidi for tagging me...it has been fun...
i'm pretty sure this is the most i have ever written in my blog.